Y'all better be waiting...

This shadow is emerging from the darkness pretty soon.

Watch out...its going to be better than ever.

...This xanga is dead...

Im sorry. I never thought I would have to put an end to xanga, but I do. This site has caused me way to many tears. Its time to stop posting.

Thanks to everyone thats every offered a comment, some advice or the occasional criticism. Its been very fun, but a burden at the same time. Thanks for reading...I'll talk to everyone soon.

GooD ByE OncE AnD FoR AlL

PunQ BunnY

Quote of the Day:

"Parting is such sweet sorrow..." ~Romeo and Juliet

Yesterday was fun. Let me recap the whole thing [otherwise known as telling you a bunch of stuff you dont need to know], ok?

I went to go play in Mario's band at Mike's house yesterday. My parents finally let me leave the house for once. I got there and Ashely, Mike, David Diaz and Mario were all there singing and playing. I stole David's bass and we started play NFG. Apparently, I suck a lot so Mario had to stop and keep telling me stuff to play. Brian was at an eye doctor appointment and we kept calling him, but he said he would be there late. We got part of the song down [sans the drm part] and we decided to take a break. Everyone went outside and we were biking and skating. They kept calling Ashley a wigger =P but Mike shouldnt have been talking because he was wearing a Tims shirt. Ashley had to go to the bathroom but she couldnt get her pants off! Very funny. At 3:30, we went inside to play more. We finally got the song right then Brian came. We played it one time through then I left. I want to sleep over Ashley's house or something this week. I cant wait for the next band practice...

To compensate for yesterday, today was a waste. I woke up to hearing everyone in my house screaming at the top of their lungs. Hey, Im used to it. My mom told us we could see a movie, but there was nothing out. I wanted to go to the mall, but the only way I could go was if I took my sister. There wasnt enough seats in the car to fit everyone so I was left behind. I really wanted to go to...then my mom comes up with the brilliant idea of going to Benihanna and dropping me off at the mall. Well, my dad doesnt approve of a 13 year old in the mall alone [actually, I wasnt going to be alone. I was going to meet up with 3 other people] so that idea was scratched. Here I am, on the computer for 2 hours. What fun my life is =] I need some people to call me up or something... Tomorrow's MSA so I hope that goes well. Blahh...I have to do scale races. I havent practiced. Maybe I should go do that?

ThougH YoU SweaR ThaT YoU ArE TruE...

PunQ BunnY

Convo of the Day:

"Whos that lovely lady playing the drumset?" ~Mario

"OHHH that was a diss." ~Ashely [I love her...shes so clueless]

I think my appendix exploded today.

Ahh yes, Fridays. The last day of the week. Today was actually pretty fun. When I got to school, Tracy showed me the backround on her phone. Soooo sexi. If you get a chance, ask her to see it. Gym was awesome today. We had a sub so me, Heather, Jennifer, Lauren and Nicole were talking about our so called "sex lives" today. It was funny as hell! Lets just say the people you would never think have done anything with a guy, have. And a lot. =P Lauren started drooling and me and Jenn kept making secret jokes to each other. I went through Lauren's purse and I also wrote all over her binder. There wasnt enough room to fit all the lyrics to the SOTY song so it came out like this:

"Untill the day I die...I think I hate you."

HAHA! It didnt come out like I wanted it to. It just makes it sound all evil and emo-y. After school, all the guys were fighting with each other so me and Grace started wrestling each other. I walked to Stacy's street and I gave Josh a hug =/ I didnt want to but I had to be nice. I went home to an empty house then my parents came home with Burger King. I ate extremly fast then left my house because I didnt feel like being with my parents. I went to the park and found 500 people there I didnt know except Stacy and Grace. We all started doing nothing, so I snatched Stacys cell phone and started playing with it. AIM was being a bitch so that just sucked. Everyone was playing King of The Hill. I noticed the super sexy sufers were watching me so I put up my hoodie to show off my back [it said Billabong] and sat by their balcony. Geez I am such a slut =] Derek and everyone else started screaming at me and Stacy to make out and finger each other, so I left. I came home and ate brownies. My dad asked me if I hated him, and I ignored him and came on the computer.

My parents are fighting. I dont feel like hearing this shit anymore.

CanT We JusT LovE EacH OtheR?

PunQ BunnY

Quote of the Day:

"I was so close to accidentally kissing somebody today!" ~Garce

I hope everyone noticed the collection of Dead/Live Journal icons at the bottom? Its not fair that xanga doesnt allow us to have snazzy little icons at the top like DJ does. So, I snagged a bunch off of some people I dont know and put them on the bottom. All of them have special meanings to me [im a sentimental dork] so if you can geuss what they are, I'll be very happy with you =]

Everything sucks now. No, Im not trying to sound like an overly angst-y teenager, but Im sorry. I have completly lost trust in my dad and I dont think I love him anymore. I told my mother that I was mad at her and now all shes doing is being extremly nice to me. However, thats just pissing me off more. I'd rather just tell her why Im pissed off at her rather than make her geuss and make me try and like her again. Im sorry. Its not going to work anymore. I feel very unwanted within my family. I really dont care what my parents have to say for themselves -- they have no explaination and even if they came up with one, I wouldnt listen to it. When somebody loves another person, they treat them with respect and care. Not keep a secret for 13 years then play dumb about it.

On a slightly happier note:

I had a lot of homework tonight. Maybe it just seemed like a lot because I was trying to get more DJ icons. I had a good talk with Lauren today and stuffs not looking good over there. =[ I despretly want her and Colleen to become friends again but it doesnt look like its going to happen. A lot of stuff is preventing it. Anyways, Im going to play with Mario on Saturday. Craig is being a little bitch and is not letting me sing for the talent show. We all know I can sing a lot better than he can. He said I can sing girl songs. I want to shove a microphone down his throat and see how good he sings then.

BordoM = HornynesS [No, I DonT KnoW WherE ThaT CamE FroM]

PunQ BunnY

Conversation of the Day:

Me telling Tracy how to reject Vince...nicely.